This is one of those rare clearings in life where I take a seat, look back to last night, and wonder, What the heck HAPPENED?
From "I'm sorry if it's lame" to Beth on the phone before she arrived at my house to three in the morning at some rave-type event we didn't know existed, looking at each other in bewilderment and dancing anyway, Sarah yanking sketchy guys from Beth by screaming, "That's my girlfriend!" to driving home with no headlights for the sake of listening to our CD--
It seems that we always make this life work for us.
This is one of those clear times where I know exactly why I'm doing what I'm doing, and have a decent enough sense of what will come of it.
"It's like they kept you on a leash in Cortland, and then you went to Southampton," she said. Timing-wise it's a strange place to begin--I'm older and wiser by now, you'd think--but evidently there's something yet unstirred in me.
And it's all a phase. I know this. So it's easier to laugh.
The difference? I once knew it all wouldn't matter, so I never tried.
Now I try anyway, knowing that it will end just the same.